I need to express myself better
I‘m always searching for words.
Because most of the time I really wanted to say how I felt at that moment. But I’m not good at it. Whether I was really happy or sad, i can’t find a word to describe it, and it stressed me out sometimes.
I do not know how and when exactly i started become like that, maybe its because I’m afraid of what I say will hurt others or even myself, I’m afraid they‘ll judge me so easily, I’m afraid it will make thing even worse.
That’s why i love tumblr, there are many people who poured their feelings here. I was able to read it, understand it, and find out some words to express how i feel.
